Grief

A Year Ago Today…

A year ago today, was a much different story in our life. We started the day by learning that Dan was let go from his job for reasons we did not understand. Yet it was also filled with such joy as hours later, we learned that Brenda was pregnant with our two children! Such a…

Waiting For…

Waiting. Think about how much time we spend WAITING. Waiting at a stoplight. Waiting to fall asleep. Waiting for brownies to finish baking. Waiting for the laundry to dry. Waiting to see what’s next. Do you ever get sick of waiting? I do. Just ask Dan: I can be VERY impatient! I am a do-er….

A Speechless Heart

Sometimes I feel so speechless. As you have probably noticed, I haven’t said much via the blog over the past while, but it is just hard to put into words where we are at in life. So much joy. Yet this time can be hard. We can’t help but reflect back on a year ago. It is…

A Different Chapter

Hard to believe that a year ago today, I had my egg retrieval as we began the journey of creating two embryos for Brenda to carry! I sit here and sometimes think it doesn’t even seem real. Yet it feels like it was yesterday. I will never forget that day! So much excitement and so…