My Provider
I’m not even sure what to say, except that God continually provides. Today I got the letter in the mail about the date of my appointment with my heart doctor to discuss what Mayo Clinic recommends. Now it’s not til February. Yikes. That’s more than a month away and I can do NOTHING about it. I knew it was coming, but I put opening it up off for a little bit b/c to be quite frank, I didn’t want to know. I just want to put this all behind us. And I now wonder why God has us waiting a whole month? I just want to be done and move on! Honestly I am having the attitude of “oh well,” for which I am thankful and God provided that attitude to me for a reason – so I don’t worry. It’s kinda refreshing. I’m not sitting here playing mind games about it because it would do me no good. Now, that could change in a heartbeat, but I am thankful God has provided me with a no-stress attitude about it right now.
The only thing that puzzles me is what’s next. Who knows?
God also provided me with a day to get stuff done, after I was done cleaning for the day. I’m sure you all know what those days are like! You feel you were able to accomplish a lot, yet still have time to relax. I love those days! In our house we do not have a lot of closet or cupboard space AT ALL. So it’s always a challenge to find new and creative ways to fit everything into their designated space. Granted I do not really keep anything that we don’t need because we don’t have room for it. So over the past few months I’ve bought some storage bins to put everything in and I must say, it looks good! We always said that if we ever moved or could redo something in our house, it would be to have a garage and to have closets. But hey, it keeps our life simple.
Another way God has provided for me today is that I had time to just sit and watch a movie! Can’t tell you the last time I had the chance to do that! Part of me was feeling a tad guilty, but I thought, no! I’m not going to! I was able to catch up on a few things that I’ve been meaning to do for over a month now while watching the movie. I remember thinking, wow, thanks God for providing the time for me to do that.
How has God provided for you today? This isn’t something I’ve done before, but comment on this posting and let me know if you get a chance! I KNOW God is at work and I love to hear ways on how that is happening. Plus, I think God doesn’t want us to keep silent what He is doing and it’s inspiring to me when I hear testimonies of God-sightings. Just a thought!
I praise God today for continually providing for me (and trust me, He has provided for me in umpteen more ways today, than the ones I just listed).
