Written last week: This post, I write while I am sitting beside my hospital bed, waiting to hear if I will be discharged or not. As I gaze out the window and realize that I soon will be stepping into “the world” again, I can’t help but reflect on my life. Such a heavy thought…
When Mazy was a baby, I had this high expectation of myself to raise this well-behaved, sleep through the night, eat everything under the sun, compliant baby. I mean who doesn’t go into having their first kid, thinking that in some shape or form? It doesn’t matter how many children you have, we all set…
This past week has been one for the books. I NEVER expected spending the entire week at U of M, but it was just how it was meant to be. And I see God’s hand in it, knowing I couldn’t do life at home. It was where I had to be. I will spare you…
I’ve been discharged! I can’t say I am leaving with many answers, which was what we were really praying for, but God chose to not make it very clear and it’s ultimately up to him. Hard to understand, but there’s a reason why I’m not in control and He is! So what was concluded? I…
I just wanted to give a quick update on the latest discoveries. Yesterday I had two tests, an EVO2 where I had an EKG and ECHO, then walked on the treadmill for as long as I could, then quickly laid on the bed for another ECHO. It was very hard…not easy to do while being…
As I sit here perched on the 7th floor heart unit at the University of Michigan, overlooking life outside of these 4 walls, I can’t help but feel being sandwiched between 2 different worlds. I stare out the window, watching the tip-tops of the trees changing, cars going from here to there, electric scooters whizzing…
