Last night, I finally hit my breaking point. I was frustrated with God. We had arrived home from the ER about an hour prior, Mazy was struggling, I was beyond tired, and Dan was the most patient man alive. As I sat on the couch exhausted, waiting for Mazy to go to bed, Dan tried…
Another open heart surgery. How did we even get to this point? After being brought to the Emergency Room ICU, I had many tests run. I had an ECHO of the heart and chest cavity, which was excruciating, due to the fact that if anyone even put a finger on my skin near my gall…
Since coming from the hospital, I have done a lot of thinking and reminiscing about what occurred over the past few weeks. I am someone who processes things on pen and paper or through the pushing of computer keys. Like I said before, how I cope is often through this very blog. I understand that…
One of the goals that Dan and I had while in the hospital, was to shine Christ’s light in a place that is filled with difficult situations and hardships. But also God’s miracles, love, and healing. I’d love to say that it is easy, but when you are going through your own struggles, it has…
When I glanced back at what my last blog post was about, I saw the title “Heart Surgery Week Recap.” While I thought that was a post of the past, in God’s eyes, it was the just beginning of a new story and journey for us. If I knew that I would be in a…
This past week has been unlike any other and surely one for the books! If you have been following our journey recently, some of this is going to be repetitive and possibly boring, but one reason I blog is for the personal journal aspect of it. For me, much of life is about looking back…
