2 more days
2 more days. 2 more days til we find out what our future holds. It’s starting to hit me that next week our lives probably won’t be the same after my TEE test on Tuesday. I know it’s just a test, but a test that will determine really the rest of our lives – if it gives answers. Tuesday we will find out if we will ever have a chance of being parents to biological children. Or, we will find out that that will not be an option and that we will have to start living with a different mindset. I’m not apprehensive about the test, but just the results. I keep praying for that peace that only God can give, but I still keep playing so many different scenarios through my head. What if they say THIS – then what will we do? What if they say THAT – then what will we do. God knows all of those answers – I guess I just want to prepare myself now, for any answer that we are given. Psalm 121 is my prayer right now :)!
