This past week I’ve taken a look at my life and wondered what God has in store next. I feel like I’m in this “lull” of the unknowns and just kind of waiting for the next best thing. But isn’t my purpose in life to live each DAY for the Lord? To dedicate each day…
How are you? I struggle with that phrase. I always have. There is so much packed into that question. Today at Bible study I talked about how I struggle with that just b/c it can be a very informal question, though it’s a very personal one. If I ask someone how they are doing, I…
For some reason today, I have a case of the “I can’ts”. It has been a rough day, reason being that I haven’t really dealt with my feelings deep down for awhile. That was kind of a mistake b/c it’s all coming out today. Some days something will bother me, but I just keep busy,…
The other day I found the journal that I had written in when I was going through my open heart surgery in late 2000-early 2001. I found it pretty cool that I came across it, especially after what we are going through now. Never in my mind 10ish years ago, would I think we would…
Questions. Questions require answers. Questions have emotions in them. The Bible is filled with people who have questions. Questions about who God is. Questions about callings. My life is no different. My questions have the emotions. What if I never had a heart condition? Why now? What is the next step? Why would God take…
I’ve thought a lot about expectations today. Expectations that people have for us and expectations that I’ve had for myself. People have just expected us to have kids and probably still do. People may expect us to adopt now. I’ve lived a lot of my life in expectations – people expected me to be good…
