The roller coaster. I feel like I’m on it today. Church sometimes can be such a positive experience, but at times, especially recently, it becomes a reminder of everything that we are going through. For example, and I know this may sound strange, but there was a children’s message and for some reason all the…
Dan put it well today “we are becoming really good at juggling a lot of things at one time and finding ways to make them work.” What he was referring to was our schedule this weekend b/c it was absolutely crazy til about 2 hours ago. Now we have nothing on the schedule, which feels…
This past week I’ve taken a look at my life and wondered what God has in store next. I feel like I’m in this “lull” of the unknowns and just kind of waiting for the next best thing. But isn’t my purpose in life to live each DAY for the Lord? To dedicate each day…
For some reason today, I have a case of the “I can’ts”. It has been a rough day, reason being that I haven’t really dealt with my feelings deep down for awhile. That was kind of a mistake b/c it’s all coming out today. Some days something will bother me, but I just keep busy,…
Questions. Questions require answers. Questions have emotions in them. The Bible is filled with people who have questions. Questions about who God is. Questions about callings. My life is no different. My questions have the emotions. What if I never had a heart condition? Why now? What is the next step? Why would God take…
I’ve thought a lot about expectations today. Expectations that people have for us and expectations that I’ve had for myself. People have just expected us to have kids and probably still do. People may expect us to adopt now. I’ve lived a lot of my life in expectations – people expected me to be good…
