Grief

Thoughts From My Heart

Romans 15:13 – May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. It is hard to explain all of the emotions we are going through. When asked how we are doing, Dan will…

Hootie 1 and Hootie 2

Hootie 1 and Hootie 2

  One of the hardest parts in the past few days has been not having anything tangible to remember our babies. We do not have an ultrasound picture of when the embryos were implanted because the picture-thingy at the clinic was broken. All we have to remember them is just an image of a blank screen on…

Final Results

Not even sure how to begin this so I’m just going to start… Brenda’s numbers were signficantly lower today, which means she is no longer pregnant. They were in the 600 range when yesterday’s test was at 1396. We believe the babies left her body on Monday. It is with such sadness, grief, pain, and…

More Test Results

Blessed be the Name of the Lord! Yesterday we sat on our couch and listened to this song a few times and through the tears, we believe God will be blessed! It is hard to put into words what we are feeling, but I am going to try my best. First of all, we FINALLY know the…

Ultrasound Results…

You give and take away, but blessed be Your Name. The doctor was not able to find anything. No heartbeat(s). No sight of anything. Brenda is going in for a blood test today to see if her hcg levels are going up – if they are, then there is fear that the babies are in…

Abraham

Today I was doing my Bible study for the week and it’s based off of Genesis 12:1-13:4. It’s the story of Abraham’s calling and his response to the call. God called Abraham. His calling is beautifully written out in Genesis 12:2-3. God called him to leave his country, his people, and pick up his whole…