Grief

Day 3

Day 3 after finding out and it’s becoming more and more painful. Like I said yesterday, I knew it would continue to hit us more and more, and that is true. While cleaning today, I just kept thinking about the what ifs. When I got home, I think Dan sensed I needed to talk, so…

Dealing With It

What a mix of emotions this weekend! Friday I was pretty okay emotionally after the initial blow. Dan was gone hunting and I was keeping myself busy so that helped. Saturday I headed up to GR to meet one of my best friends Tracie and we had a GREAT time together. It felt good to…

You Are My Hope

Yesterday while driving home after my appt. (and dropping Dan off at squirrel camp in Fennville for the weekend), I started to cry. Tears of relief, tears of sadness, and tears of lost hope. I was listening to the radio and trying to soak in each song on 99.3 and guess what song comes on?…

Gray

I never really liked that color and today I was reminded again why. As previously posted, my stress test was moved to today b/c of scheduling issues, so Dan and I headed up to G.R. for yet another appointment. This time it was at West Michigan Heart, a place I’ve never been to, but it…