One of the hardest parts in the past few days has been not having anything tangible to remember our babies. We do not have an ultrasound picture of when the embryos were implanted because the picture-thingy at the clinic was broken. All we have to remember them is just an image of a blank screen on…
Not even sure how to begin this so I’m just going to start… Brenda’s numbers were signficantly lower today, which means she is no longer pregnant. They were in the 600 range when yesterday’s test was at 1396. We believe the babies left her body on Monday. It is with such sadness, grief, pain, and…
Blessed be the Name of the Lord! Yesterday we sat on our couch and listened to this song a few times and through the tears, we believe God will be blessed! It is hard to put into words what we are feeling, but I am going to try my best. First of all, we FINALLY know the…
You give and take away, but blessed be Your Name. The doctor was not able to find anything. No heartbeat(s). No sight of anything. Brenda is going in for a blood test today to see if her hcg levels are going up – if they are, then there is fear that the babies are in…
One day away! We are really eager for tomorrow to see what God has in store for us! He already knows the results and has it all planned out – we are just excited to be clued into what He has already written! We are maybe a little more anxious about this appointment because this…
Ah… What a great weekend we both had! Dan went on his annual fishing trip with the Van Lente’s (always a highlight of the year) and I went scrapbooking with my sisters. We both left on Thursday and came back today – it was a much needed getaway! After realizing how refreshing our weekend was,…
