Grief

I’m having one of those moments of utter frustration – I’ve kind of felt it all day. A couple times today I got all teary eyed for the most random reasons. I look at our youth group kids and get teary eyed. I see little kids and I get teary eyed. I think about what…

Today has been one of those days because both Dan and I are a little under the weather. We both have colds and have been so tired. For me, I think it’s a combination of the emotional week, being mentally drained, and just the drastic changing of the weather, all leading up to today. Thankfully…

This afternoon I had about a hour to sit and read. I picked up the book “When the Womb is Empty” again…though I once again hesitated. I felt that today I wasn’t on the brink of tears at any given time, so this may be a good time to read it, and it was. Here…

Today I just started to wonder. I wonder what our life will look like in 1 year? 5 years? 10? The rest of our life? I worked at the bookstore all day and there was a lady with about a 3 year old yelling mama and thought – I hope that mom really thinks about…

Today was an emotional roller coaster, mostly in a good way actually. When I clean on Wednesdays at church, I have hours and hours to just think. There were a few times I got quite choked up just thinking, but it was good. Then I came home and debated whether to look at a book…