Sometimes it is so hard to put into words what we are feeling. Yesterday we started to pack up our house and it was so difficult. At one point we just sat on the stairs and cried. Sometimes it just feels like too much. But we know that this is the best decision financially for…
Romans 15:13 – May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. It is hard to explain all of the emotions we are going through. When asked how we are doing, Dan will…
One of the hardest parts in the past few days has been not having anything tangible to remember our babies. We do not have an ultrasound picture of when the embryos were implanted because the picture-thingy at the clinic was broken. All we have to remember them is just an image of a blank screen on…
Not even sure how to begin this so I’m just going to start… Brenda’s numbers were signficantly lower today, which means she is no longer pregnant. They were in the 600 range when yesterday’s test was at 1396. We believe the babies left her body on Monday. It is with such sadness, grief, pain, and…
Blessed be the Name of the Lord! Yesterday we sat on our couch and listened to this song a few times and through the tears, we believe God will be blessed! It is hard to put into words what we are feeling, but I am going to try my best. First of all, we FINALLY know the…
You give and take away, but blessed be Your Name. The doctor was not able to find anything. No heartbeat(s). No sight of anything. Brenda is going in for a blood test today to see if her hcg levels are going up – if they are, then there is fear that the babies are in…
